o please forgive me heart, to not tell you the truth
I just don’t want to lose you like I lose people before you.
(Source: leilockheart)
It’s funny when sometimes we feel that dream is much better place to live than real life. When there’s no distance, no fear, no sorrow. And everything just gone without any feelings cause that wasn’t real at all.
And the dream, where you there by my side, is the best part of all.
Cause yeah, you were in my dreams recently. I saw your arms hold me so tight and there’s nothing left beside love that just flowing from your sight.
Then I wake up and realize those just a bunch of non-sense miracles.
In real life, we’re apart away. Look so far indeed. And Everyday I only feel paralyzed to fact the truth that unspoken I can’t keep my heart of you. I still look for the possibilities to stay close even I can’t see you and your charming eyes. You know how bad my heart aching when receiving your text? The pain become too bigger ‘till I can’t handle it.
Sometimes I make some silly wishes, hoping you there, hoping we have chit-chats immediately, directly. But those were silly wishes, those will never works even I pray a lot.
Once more, just magical non-sense.
Even I learn that real life sucks, it gave me strength.
Even I know my heart aching, I learned that sometimes -maybe- non-sense things will magically turn into real.
And I only can waiting.
But am I have any rights to keep believing that someday my dream become true? Am I?
Suatu hari nanti, kalian semua akan jatuh cinta tanpa dibuat-buat.
Tanpa perasaan posesif kekanak-kanakan atau rasa ingin pamer kasih sayang yang berlebihan.Akan kalian temui seseorang yang membuat kalian jatuh hati tanpa alasan.
Yang membuat kalian tidak takut pada jutaan omong kosong soal sakitnya patah hati.
Yang membuat kalian menjadi diri kalian sendiri.
Tidak dengan ucapan manis atau perilaku yang berpura-pura.
Kalian akan jatuh cinta dengan seadanya, tapi juga dengan segalanya.
Kalian akan jatuh cinta dan berani mempertanggungjawabkannya.
Bukan dengan pujian palsu atau rasa kagum sesaat.
Tapi dengan tatap mata dan rasa saling percaya.Suatu waktu nanti akan datang seseorang yang datang dan membuat kalian jatuh cinta tanpa alasan,
Yang akan kalian jadikan prioritas,
Bukan sekedar kalian banggakan di media sosial tapi kalian bohongi di kehidupan nyata.Suatu hari nanti, kalian akan bertemu seseorang yang akan mendengarkan cerita kalian di sisa hidupnya.
Yang akan membuat kalian paham benar apa itu arti kata sayang.
Yang membuat kalian tidak sabar untuk menghabiskan hari tua bersama, berdua, tanpa ragu, tanpa sempat terpikir untuk berpindah ke lain hati.
(Source: gilangkr)
my heart ache, my hands shakes, and these fuckin tears aren’t going to stop
Sometimes I think you were ignored me, with some wishes that I put on you
Don’t know it’s just me, or you change to be the way you are now
Sometimes I’m craving for your attention, begging like a kid
Sometimes I’m craving for your existence, just like there aren’t any days left with you
Maybe you just the same you, or this feeling getting even bigger and more fragile than it was?
When you said, “Don’t be sad” don’t you know how it feels?
It feels like my heart being torn apart pieces by pieces,
I bravely said,”Okay :)” but the tears keep falling one by one.
I could do anything crazy for you, even I know you never do the same
It’s okay
I love you just the way you are
(via artpixie)
still repeating the same song, over and over again
still wishing the same wish that never come
still feeling lonely like it always be
never overcome those empty spaces,
still feel worrying even I don’t care too much,
still feeling cold, even it’s warm anywhere,
still feeling sad when hearing the same song,
still looking for,
still needing,
i just don’t get it
